paradoxical isolation

i-so-lay-shun in times of plague and misery we live social distancing they call it an euphemism for lonely existence in the deepest depths of which lies a paradoxical feeling a desire to go deeper a desire to be more alone a desire to cut oneself from all social ties a isolation of mind a mind so exhausted it seeks refuge in the deepest voids seeking solace from the misery by becoming one with the void a ghost in the cold winds devoid of existence's burdens finally free